My Goal!!

Today while at school I realized that I need to keep myself on track and do things that will make myself proud. So I have come to the decision that I am going to write something on my blog once a day every day during this following month of October. I will start today and get in the hang of things. I know that this will help me by sorting out my thoughts and feelings about myself, others, and things that I should be doing. 

In my missionary preparation class, I decided that I needed to better myself and take care of things in my past that I shouldn't have done. It's always difficult admitting, to others and yourself, that you did something wrong. Yet, I know that it will help me to overcome these things and become a better person. 

On to how I'm feeling today. I absolutely love my roommates and I get along with them so well. It's just that sometimes I feel as if I'm the third wheel a lot of the time. I'm okay with it most of the time because usually I go somewhere to hang out with somebody. Yet, when I'm at home all night without doing anything, I feel as if they would rather me be gone. At this very moment, everyone started having a conversation and when I put in my two cents, I was completely ignored.. It's kinda sad.

Also, I kinda like this guy. I know that nothing too serious is going to happen since I'm gonna be going on a mission soon. Yet he's kinda confusing haha We've cuddled and held hands and he doesn't mind doing that stuff in front of his roommates but he hasn't tried to kiss me yet!! It's driving me crazy!! haha Although, I think he's just trying to be respectful and take time with it. He was taught by his dad to be really respectful to women in every aspect. We will see what happens!! 

Have a great day. Stay positive. I'll be back tomorrow :)